Uncertainty

After my exhuasting but fullfilling trip to Japan and Hong Kong, I am back to reality. No doubt feeling more refresh after 10 days rest although I am physically tired. Contradicting isn't it? I've met some new people in this trip. New friends, or passer by. Somehow I feel that no one can be certain about any relationship or friendship. What had gone wrong? I don't know.

Another epiosode of drama happened. Under the effect of alcohol, I kissed someone... by mistake? I don't know. I can't even recall who initiated it. Whatever, I don't care. Yes, everyone.. it's another german. Like my friend say, I have high affinity to germans. I guess it's fated, the more I fight, the more germans I am going to mess with. Conclusion, stay lazy just don't do anything! I sure know his intention, getting intimate with him just not the same as you. I just know, I am over you and I am glad. I have reached the state of no more feelings and I am ready to be your friend again.