Emotion

One minute I feel so relax and happy about what I have in life. and blink... feeling sad and crying my heart out for shit happening in my life. Life sucks, shit happens. Yeah.. it does. God knows when I will die and meet him somewhere.

We are all strange, sometimes somehow. I guess is caused by pressure from work, people we love. Do we have to adjust ourselves when you see your friend is behaving strangely? Do we have to show our concern? Do we have to find out why? Do we give them a piece of your mind because black pan face is annoying?

Friday maybe having a wonderful lunch under the bright warm sun. Monday you maybe facing some black pan expressionless face with thunderstorm outside. Is it me? all my hormones? damn.. what happen? I want to know.... but I didn't.

It must be something in the air that is affecting everyone. Saw someone I know crying for a long time today. I wonder why she is so sad. But wait a minute, I have been crying alot lately. Some soapy tv series will make me soak up the whole box of kleenx. Of course with the contribution from stuff happening at the moment.

How am I going to pull through this? I am going crazy.