I........

Someone asked me what happened between you and me? At that moment, I was speechless. I don't know and it doesn't matter anymore. It's like having a difficult exam question. I try put someone else into my head to sqeeze you out and the viscious cycle repeats. When will it end? How many dysfunctional relationship do I have to go through? Or like my friend said, I allow it to happen. I am torturing myself.

I am physically exhausted after showing my dear cousin around for a few days. I had a good night sleep eventually and still feel overwhelmed by all the events happened these few days. Mind is unsettled, I am still in my holiday mood. Another long weekend is coming.... it's party time.