Is this the way it should be?

Numbness suddenly hit me and I felt I had no interest in anything. Nothing can do the magic to excite me. Everyday, we do the same thing over and over again. Working in the office day in day out. Trying our best to live better. Why do I feel life is not so fun anymore? I am not a person who long for formula type of life. Am I asking for too much? Is it just mood swing, or I need a new environment to complete my life? Meeting new people is not equal to excitment. In fact, they can turn out to be a major disappointment. So bad that you don't wanna meet up again.