Protect me!

People who choose to walk away. Leave things behind as if nothing had ever happened. There is always a someone being left behind sobbing.

I start to realise that people I hang out are quite dysfunctional. They appear absolutely up right and fine, but under the disco light and alcohol, they turn into a scary monsters who I do not recognize. As if I have X-ray eyes scanning them. Everything I see is ugly.

Someone confessed a little secret and we realised we are in the same boat. Shit.... A sudden development of sisterhood.

I don't know how long I can hang on like this. I feel myself is becoming dysfunctional. I am scared. I just want to run to you and you will shield everything away, keep me protected.