Stucked

Lovely friends from KL arrived late friday night. It was a really rush and last minute trip for them but I was happy to welcome them to this little island.

Today, depsite I have earlier arrangements with a girl friend of mine, I want to keep my promise to our gathering, I decided to include my KL friends in this Christmas shopping. However, I think girl friend is angry at me. Her reply was direct and straight. I am not interested to meet you friends. I felt piss initiatly and then I feel stucked! wanted to keep my promise and entertain my friends at the same time. Somehow she got to know I wasn't please with her response. I feel tired and helpless. Not knowing what to do, all I did was to apologise. I don't know if she will forgive me. After thinking for a while, I think I tried too hard to bring friends together, which is silly. They may not be as keen as me to meet up. I did it wrong this time, and I could have handled the situation better. I do want want to do anymore silly things to jeopardise this friendship. She is a dear friend and I know her for a long time. I still feel stuck and not knowing what to do!