Saturday, November 25, 2006

Bond, James Bond

A little hickup happened to my movie plan today. I am amazed by my own reaction actually.

Given the same scenario my reaction will be:

The normal Jen: flare up. Give my friend a piece of my mind and bitch big time about the whole thing for like 10 hours.
Today's Jen: "oh... it's ok..I will Q up for the next show. See you in a while" and I Q for at least 10 min before I got the first row tickets.

What did I eat for the past few days that make me so.... understanding? or tolerating?? Or... am I just getting old and the flame just die down like what we chinese believe. I wonder. High possibility is because I have been practising yoga to become more ZEN. I'm proud of myself. haha.

James Bond. Not as good as the previous JB movies. But I must say Daniel Craig has his charm to be the new James Bond. He is a brilliant actor. ( may not be able to see it in this movie though, try layer cake http://www.sonyclassics.com/layercake/index_flash.html) Why are there so many people against him to be the new JB? Pierce Brosnan is getting old for goodness sake! Personally think the new JB is more "real" less gadget, more human.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

One life

Haven't been updating. I am so lazy!

Finally sent everything off to aussie land again. Hope everything goes well and done by end of the year or early next year.

I lost my motivation, interest to do anything recently. I don't want to go out, shopping (strange huh), eating, working.. literally everything. Like I have lost a piece of me somewhere else. Why?

2 of my colleagues lost their relatives over last week. It makes me ponder. It reminds me when my grandma passed away... maybe that's why somehow set me in a depression mode.

Why is this world have to be so unfair?

I have only one life. I will do anything that make myself happy with no regrets. Everyone is interlink somehow. Whatever we do, it may hurt people surrounding us. But do we have to please everyone just to feel better? Will our lives be more fulfilled then? Who are they to judge anyone when they don't even have a perfect life.

I want to tell the whole world what's happening in my life. Don't judge me because you are not in my shoes.