Oops, I did it again!

Once again I performed the long lost merlion stunt. I had it bad this time, so bad that my throat hurt the next day. No hang over, lucky me! I am highly irritable these few days, bet on the PMS. I don't care.

Watching friends behaving without respect to women, I feel like slapping them. Was it me? or men just behave like this? Pushing their luck till someone slap their brain out of their head to wake up? Making little comments and giggled like school girls. Note: school GIRLS. I wonder if one brings out the real character of the other or it's just the bad influence. Their lower brains were talking for sure.

Looking at player flirting around with girls. I felt glad that you weren't like that when you were around. It's his choice, I wonder if he will feel sick eventually.

Someone out there. Thanks for all the messages. Very sweet of you. Appreciate it.

what do you have?

Will you believe when someone lay their cards on the table? Nowadays, no one says anything that can be trusted. No matter what, do not trust them completely. Sweet talker is even worse. It's true that you have to lay all the rules when you wanna be in control especially when we are talking about FB (fuck buddy). Recently started to feel numb towards what players will say to me. Complete numbness, I don't feel anything anymore, don't even feel disgusted.

I........

Someone asked me what happened between you and me? At that moment, I was speechless. I don't know and it doesn't matter anymore. It's like having a difficult exam question. I try put someone else into my head to sqeeze you out and the viscious cycle repeats. When will it end? How many dysfunctional relationship do I have to go through? Or like my friend said, I allow it to happen. I am torturing myself.

I am physically exhausted after showing my dear cousin around for a few days. I had a good night sleep eventually and still feel overwhelmed by all the events happened these few days. Mind is unsettled, I am still in my holiday mood. Another long weekend is coming.... it's party time.

Uncertainty

After my exhuasting but fullfilling trip to Japan and Hong Kong, I am back to reality. No doubt feeling more refresh after 10 days rest although I am physically tired. Contradicting isn't it? I've met some new people in this trip. New friends, or passer by. Somehow I feel that no one can be certain about any relationship or friendship. What had gone wrong? I don't know.

Another epiosode of drama happened. Under the effect of alcohol, I kissed someone... by mistake? I don't know. I can't even recall who initiated it. Whatever, I don't care. Yes, everyone.. it's another german. Like my friend say, I have high affinity to germans. I guess it's fated, the more I fight, the more germans I am going to mess with. Conclusion, stay lazy just don't do anything! I sure know his intention, getting intimate with him just not the same as you. I just know, I am over you and I am glad. I have reached the state of no more feelings and I am ready to be your friend again.

Fuji yama doko desu ga? (where is mount fiji?)

Our last day in Tokyo. Scenic trip that I was looking forward after our intensive shopping. Journey to Hakone took 1 1/2 hour with Ohadoya express, Romancecar they called it which only started operating a year ago. We arrived Hakone at 12. The first stop was Hakone garden. I am glad we went there as the flowers were just magnificiant.


By the time I woke up from the 40 mins bus ride, the sky had turned cloudy and really kill joy. During the pirate boat ride, there was no sight of mount fuji. Ultimately, I didn't even see mount fuji! The best thing of this trip to hakone, is the hotspring, with a cup of cold sake. Heaven!

Konichi wa, u-ni.

Weather was fantastic in the morning. We went to Tsukijusho, an unusal fish food market in a big city like tokyo. Lots of fresh fishes lying aound. Sashimi, especially the sea urchin....Yummy!

Delicious lunch followed by a stroll in Ueno park.. Just look at the sakura and I know I didn't spend the money by mistake.

Welcome to Shibuya

Tokyo is a non stop shopping city. Today specials is Shibuya. Heaps of branded AND non branded shops lined up to welcome me. I've never shop so much in a day before. I've lots of trophies, the best gift for myself was my very first burberry bag. Spent $300 on something beautiful and not available in Singapore, it's definitely worth it!

Tea at 3, we went to a small and sweet cafe round the corner. The best strawberry short cake I've tried. Japanese bakery is superb! French pastry? hmm.. I think I prefer the asian taste.

Ramen again for dinner, we've not gone any expensive meals yet. Everything is similar price to Singapore. It's freezing even the sun was out shinning. Wind kept blewing sands into my eyes. I was't expecting the cold weather, really didn't enjoy walking along streets during the day.

After 2 days of intensive shopping training, I couldn't feel my feet anymore. Hope will be better day tomorrow.

Hello Sakura 2/4

After my morning coffee, we started our first day journey. Shijuku Gyoen National garden. Full bloom sakura.. amazing. I was literally walking into a beautiful picture. I was really excited to see this. It comes in different shades of pink. Now, I understand why Japanese are so proud of their signature flowers. Everyone was enjoying themselves having picnic on the carpet grass field. Drinking sake, eating sushi. Lovely!

We moved on the the rainbow bridge and *drum roll* our first shopping trip in tokyo. It's breath taking to shop in tokyo. Things available will never disappoint you. Ok ... again, the shopping mall air filled up my lungs and activate every cell in my body. I spent not to much to buy something for myself and my nephew. =)

By the time we went back to hotel, I was dead tired.

Marching to the rising sun 1/4

I survieved my first flight pretty well. After 3 1/2 hours of ride, I landed in Hong Kong, where I was born and grew up. We walked around for a while waiting to board the next flight to Tokyo. We bought some chewing gum, forbidden food in Singapore. The cashier lady wasn't very please to see my big note as she has no change. How could one shop run efficiently without HK$500 change? I wondered. Her service was bad.

My friend didn't do too well on our second flight. Started puking all the way10 mins after we took off. She emptied all her tummy content I guess... given that she didn't eat much! Hope she will do better.

Kids on flight. the ultimate nightmare of all time. These milkaholics cry and yell non stop like godzilla. They kept walking/running up and down. Does milk give them so much energy? That's only liquid diet... for goodness sake!

The CX service manager was making boring announcements. She read 5X slower than noraml people do. Y A W N!

After checked in to the hotel, we went for our first Japanese dinner, ramen. Very nice and at reasonable price. I started to like this place very much.

Met up with my friend and went for a couple of drinks in a gay bar. Heaps of interesting things to see and people to meet. It was another eye opening experience.